this lve is killing me.

2009-04-24T06:28:00.000-07:00

HEY. (you should know that i'm buzy these days with tournaments and all)
So i apologize for the really long post i mean not long, like for not posting these days or weeks.
Funny things happen like during classes and all.

But firstly,i want to talk about is about me & my bf.
Bf is having difficulties like about something. & I know bf, to make that decision alone is really a tough one. Crying by yourself is not what you want. Not even hurting people that you really know, i understand. First of all, i feel so guilty making you go through this and crying by yourself & what's more you are all alone. I was not by your side when you needed me, i'm sorry and yea.
I'm gonna meet you soon and talk about it, i want to be by your side seriously, i can't really bare to see people cry by nvm cause you play an important part in me(LOL)! So bf, i hope you choose the decision that i want you to, but nvm if you dont want; i can't force you anyway. But don't tell me you regret again okay:D

LOVE AND MISSES YOU!

That's what i wanna tell Bf. (the sad part)

Oh ya, funny part is school! ahahaha! It was so fun! GONNA HAVE HAUNTED HOUSE YOU KNOW! i can't really explain the fun(ness) in school cause you have to go through it then you know.
HAHAHAHAHA! CAN'T REALLY STOP LAUGHING BY MYSELF!HAHAHAHAHA! Now currently shoppin website shopping not windowm shopping lol! it's so fun! gonna get it, things are so nice there.

that's all for this post.
i won't be like posting for this days.

xoxo,
anna the one with a contagious laughter:D
(she really misses bf)

2009-02-24T05:10:00.001-08:00

Sorry for not posting yea.

I feel like you are ignoring me. Even if you have to ignore me, why are you always hurting me? It hurts a million for that time for you to say "goodbye" to me. Is this my fate to face this all? I don't understand you at all, if i am not with you .. you told me you gonna find a new one ; is your love truthful to me? It's hard for me to believe you after what you did to me and all. I miss you eventhough we are not together and i know you don't miss me. Now not knowing what's going on with you after our break-up, I'm really worried for you. How are you? How's school? How's your studies? There's this day you asked me to escape school with you, at that moment i had a shocked and wanted to call you but didn't have the guts to. I really want to know what'sgoing on with your life. And the most is if you have find a new girl that is way more much better than me. I know you told me that is hard to forget me but i know one day you will move on in life. When i think of who i am in love with rigt now, i think of a guy that is no one to be known to me now.

I miss you, (from the bottom of my heart)

2009-02-24T03:25:00.000-08:00

hey BESTIE !! :D

if i were beside you i'd be hugging you right now. hahahahah , okay i know this post was supposed to be here a long time ago but i sometimes forget or busy but i'm suuper sorry for this uber late post. well , at least i'm finally posting :) here goes ;

BABY ; i miss you so so so much ! You have no idea ! yes ! i agree it's totally different not meeting you for 24h every 5 days a week , it's really different . adapting ? you look like you're doing a better job then i am . wherever i go , i remember our funny moments , our sweet moments , our everlasting moments . you're my one in a million :)

yes , i am happy in unity , and i've thought of transferring but it's not all that easy , seeing you happy in ur school makes me happy too . you'll always be my bestfriend ; through thick and thin right ? you're still part of my life , i'll never ever forget you . i guess this is what true love is ? sometimes , when i look at nicole , i see you . i feel like a child now , crying . believe me when i say this, it really is from the bottom of my heart . I LOVE YOU BESTIE , TRULY !

i can say it in 5 different languages if you want :P i shall wipe my tears away now and give you that mega watt smile you always see me wearing because that's what i know you want me to do . It's hard not being with you , but i know i'll get through it .

you're a true and loved friend bestie . even though we met in the weirdest of ways , we will always be the coolest of BESTFRIENDS :)

your bestie ;
penielle

xoxo

HAHA.

2009-02-18T04:34:00.000-08:00

We ! We the people of Singapore. Even after saying that totally meaningless line again and again everyday during assembly. Anna and i cant really help it but repeat those few lines multiple times throughout the day! Then followed by another round of anna's contagious laughter. ahahah. i cant really help myself. Anna anna anna. tsk tsk tsk. Whole day only know how to hit on me(HAHAHAAHH. dont take this seriously). first day of school ah. keep checking me out. HEH. You know its not right to check out girls right ! haiyah. anna anna anna. Go look at guys. Girls not nice to see one. (im an exception obviously. AHHHAHA) But anyways anna. Thanks for being the first one to smile at me when i walked into school on the first day. I still remember our first conversation. It was awkward. But we started to warm up. I seriously have no regrets all making friends with you. Im sure our friendship will continue to grow. And grow. Until its as strong as the stickiness of ____ ___. (HAHAHAH !) Probably stronger though.
Anyways anna. I LOVE YOU OKAYOKAY! :D:D

-HAHAHAAHAHAHAHA.

p.s. WE !

2009-02-04T03:10:00.000-08:00

*Cooking pancake*YO! WAZZUP?! I keeep forgetting to give my angel letter eventhough i've written it. I'm super duper scared if she's angry at me;mortal/ But yknow lets skip that .. I'e been crying about like zonal match and all and thats freaking me out! PENIELLE is not by my side .. & she's in another team. I can't imagine us like competing each other ; it's totally funny!

To bestie;
I know you want me to be happy & me too, i want you to be happy with your school and all . I'm sure you can adapt without me but seriously not me. Be happy? If you want to transfer to this freaking fun school; scgs .. i'm supporting you. OKay? But even if you want to stay in unity .. ill be happy aslong as you are happy. Life is so different not meeting you every five days! I totally miss you so much. LOVE & MISSES TO YOU BESTIE.
LOVEs,
Cariena.

That's all okay ? Got funny things happen this days but even if i explain you wont understand and i dont think you will find it funny.
FYI, i'm too cool for you ETHEL FOONG! :D

2009-02-02T06:22:00.000-08:00

SORRY! GOTTA STUDY FOR GEOG & MT TEST! GOSH , SO MAFAN!
It's like already 10 plus havent even yet finish hw all yet :( whatever it is can't post long cause im so freaking damn buzy!
bye !

2009-01-31T04:26:00.000-08:00

Back to post. Last few days was a really buzy daaaay for me till i can't even write back to my angel. SORRY angel! OKay last few days all the interestings was like funny moments like vanoha falling from the chair , me and ethel doing some drama muahahahahha that was really hilarious !Lol, then me, rebecca and kimberlyL was like laughing our ass off! Lol , i feel so blessed in SCGS . Ok skip that and lets talk about today .. Nothing really much happen just that have training like normal and went to gathering. Danny was super funny with the KOOOOOTEX! lol! Stupid eh. Then mernard and me all played basketball went back about 5.20 then sms khaaaaairy that shortie; hahahaha no offence but pls being short is cute agree? Haha , okay then watch tv with bro, sis, dad, lil sis and something happen ; like a 4cm bee went in from the window .. and my dad was the first to run away! I was like what ?! cause its the nearest to me so i ran and everone was like together and finally it went away .. then i fall asleep so james and khairy sms-ed me but forget reply. Then waited to watch suci then watch half way go nenek house! YAY superb happy :D LOVE THEM SO MUCH! Then suci havent finish so watch abnout 5 minutes then finish ready chat with kenneth and khairy and plan to post now scared i go bed again hohoho! So from this post, you should know i sleep alot . That's all reader :]

2009-01-27T17:19:00.001-08:00

Yesterday was a really terrible day for me.
& i really have no mood still.
Missing my canadian cousins & the breakup was really hurting.

Baby ,

I will always be there for you, through the good times and the bad, the smooth and the rough, or just any other time you need somebody ... Just look for me, and I'll be there for you
Thanks for being there when I needed a
shoulder to lean on, for patiently listening
to my personal problems. Baby, I just want you
to know how happy am I to have you in my life
and I thank God for that. Thank you for the
love and the joy you bring. You've changed my
life, Baby. & Now , We break , can we be close friends ?

I just need to tell all of you i feel so guilty right now. I just want to say sorry to him in this post.
& I want to tell everyone that he is the sweetest baby i've ever met.

SORRY!SORRY!SORRY!SORRY!SORRY!SORRY!
SORRY!SORRY!SORRY!SORRY!SORRY!SORRY!
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SORRY!SORRY!SORRY!SORRY!SORRY!SORRY!
SORRY!SORRY!SORRY!SORRY!SORRY!SORRY!
SORRY!SORRY!SORRY!SORRY!SORRY!SORRY!
SORRY!SORRY!SORRY!SORRY!SORRY!SORRY!
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SORRY!SORRY!SORRY!SORRY!SORRY!SORRY!

2009-01-25T18:59:00.001-08:00

Sorry peeps for not posting for the last 3 months. Ive been so buzy till im too buzy for a blog.
Let's skip that part yea , it's like morning and im dead bored yknow. So, i switch on the computer and just post what happened this morning. Wake up at 9.30am then bring down laptop then mama say`early in the morning already use computer and you dont even ask my permission so i answered`mama , i use computer kay:D then while using i cook pancake and do milo ice-blended; cool! After that watch ghost story like for 5 minutes then i realised i watch it before so i continue using computer and chat with muslihahtheloveee. Then she was watching movie, somesort la, so i dont want to disturb her. I continue to edit my blog and so now im posting cause there is nothing else to do right now!! So, now my lil'sister is nagging at me to shower, so yeaa .. i'll continue later yo! Gonna shower and mayb watch tv all .. Ill continue posting at night later. Gosh my lil'sister say`Kak baby, shower la.. mama! kak baby don't want shower! Naughty girl! . Lol , all i do is just to ignore her.

CONTINUATION

-OKay, done everything. It was dead boring cause my parents and lil'sister when johor and they told us not to follow cause they will just eat and buy kitchen stuffs there so yea, we didn't follow.
While they was away !BOOM! all i do was eat, sleep watch tv then use computer Believe or not ?
Right after that was like about 7.30pm so watch SUCI till 8.30pm. After that parents came home so i stop using computer but i told them give me about 15 minutes. So right now im posting. Last but not least, thanks sarah & ethel for helping with my blog. Love you guys so so much. Bye, night !

LOVEs,
Cariena.

2008-10-22T05:10:00.001-07:00

WOW! my favourite day of the week ; Wednesday ! Okeye, something like damn stupid happened. I was sleeping and i'm like somesort have the feeling like i'm late for something, so when i woke up, it was 8 then mr.tan called ` may i speak to Emalina , ` then i say yes. Then speak about passport thingy and all sorts laa!Then i taught the little India trip will be like afternoon then mr.tan say morning .. i like shocked siaa! so i see the time 8.10 only, so i faster bath and all .. go out of house .. reach school about 8.20- daddy drive car very fast for me but safe trip. When coming to school ; class taking photo-taking so i like sad cause i wont be inside the picture.. then Rizan spotted me and told Nicole.. Nicole call me than i like run then we make funny faces and all! Then i like perspiring, so i need give passport to mr.tan so i went to his office i left my passport and letter on his desk. Teacher let us have 15 minute break to buy food and drinks then we have to assemble at 8.45 ; and i choose my partner Nicole.Then went little India then found inai so i tried it (cool right)? Hahahahhahahaha , only $! peeps there! Go try. Then when on the way back to school ; our class sang , on song loudy , tacher never scold & you know what .. amirul sang! Cool sia , then like nvm.. don't talk about it here.. go visit 61'o8 at my link.. there's a video on the way back home. Then once reach school i straight away go back uh cause got cst training at 2.30pm then like at that time is 12.30pm. Reach home about 1pm then plan to change shirt all at 1.45pm then go out at 2pm but end up i went out at 2.10pm. Then i walk briskly to the but-stop then saw Dinie the dinosaur. So we *chat*chat*chat*chat*chat*chat*chat*chat*chat*chat*chat till bus came then went told her bye as we went in different ways. Reach school at 2.23pm then i was not later but if late also i think coach never scold because he himself came late , he came about 2.45pm/naughty coachy:D but don't care la but i learned something new that is > Prick&roll. I'm still not good at it yet, i still do mistakes.. &I have to train my stamina. Then come back at 5.00pm.. as normal la then i reach home at 5.15 then bath and all then change money after that its like 6.50pm. At that time i plan to pack bag at 7.15pm so i did pack my bag at 7.15pm .. then i pack haf way till 7.50pm then i stop cause the rest like must dig in the cupboard then find ; & now i'm just posting chatting with Hengwei<3 , Felicia<3 ,Nicole<3 & Penielle<3. Oke , that's all for today bloggerians.

LOVEs,
Cariena.

2008-10-21T22:31:00.000-07:00

Tuesday here it comes! Basically like wake up 9+ then chat chat .. came with an idea going to ice skating but sarah don't want so we plan go window shopping then eat & i was supposed to go to my grandmother house to help her out so i can't be going out with them but i told them i'll meet them at mac at 12.45 ; as time goes by .. i went out about 12.35 & i kept waiting but no one turn up (i waited about 5 minutes) so like normal confirm like you'll go right .. so i go take mrt to my grandmother house .. like woah! Alot of people as my grandfather is a teacher at his mosque & all is still his student , as it was still raya .. i earn money *chingching's! hahaha. I earn about $50[easy earning] After that , uncle come back so i played with him Gears of War at xbox 360 ; full of laughter as both of us is scared because the game is soo scary .. monsters everywhere .. then his wife came in and say "what happen? why you guys laughing crazily? haha" then i reply"scaaaaary laa auntie, got alot of aliens and monsters!" Then my uncle still laughing .. we played and i called papa what time will he fetch me and he told me about 12+ because my another grandmother[mother side] went into hospital again .. i like why? what happened? he like say nothing and ask me sleep ferst but i don't i just help my grandmother clean up kitchen and all.. so at 12.35 liddat papa fetch me then we go back.

LOVEs,
Cariena.

2008-10-21T22:01:00.000-07:00

Oke today mondaaay la babeeeey ! Wake up around like 9 + , then bathe laa all then use computer , chit chat with you know Nicole about something then called bestfriend if she can go out then she say she using comp then i say nvm laa , sososososo... she had an idea ; she go meet me at lot 1 but after that go her house so i met her about 1.30 then bought things and all sorts* so , on the way to the interchange bustop ; ` Eh , i feel like going to your house (Penielle say) then i like woah we take one whole round man .. so go to my house laugh here and there and play cards ... here songs & watch tv :D Then she went back ! Then i go bath as it was about 6 + then continue using computer then post lore .. then use comp till 12.30 then like i alone downstairs , kakak and all watching television upstairs , so i switch off computer then watch tv upstairs ; bye readers !

LOVEs,
Cariena.

2008-10-19T08:57:00.000-07:00

sundaysundaysunday ! wooo ; wake up about 11.30 am *yawns :[ Then watch tv till 12.3o then go bathe cause keluar raya at about 1.30. Like we go 4 houses then went to uncle house to chit chat ; yknow like gossip gossip liddat :D Then now i'm here using their comp cause its like damn bored ; like they say , jangan pasan telinga bila orang tua tengah cakap * translation - don't eavesdropping when adults are talking .. But before that , teach aqmar haziq how to write diary/dairy ? Like we lied about he having a kitten ; lol ! hahahahha . Then now like about 12 midnight exact okeye and not back yet .. just listening to songs and all la ; psst /i want to go outing with friends plsss. Plan eh . Sorry i not good planner / Ok , bye .. nothing to write more. Kak suzy just came back ` assalamualaikum ; reply la `waalaikumsalam (duhh!) hahah , okeye ; Stop ready la peeps out there-
*chitchat*chitchat*chitchat*chitchat*chitchat*chitchat*chitchat*chitchat*
*chitchat*chitchat*chitchat*chitchat*chitchat*chitchat*chitchat*chitchat*chitchat*
*chitchat*chitchat*chitchat*chitchat*chitchat*chitchat*chitchat*chitchat*chitchat*
damn , okeye ; still at couzin house and now is 3.30in the morning ,want go back ready , bye ! Goodnight people!

LOVEs,
cariena.

2008-10-17T19:12:00.000-07:00

Heyo,
oke , i soo mis combine school team :D guess what , lots of ppl have been asking me about the PSLE. It's okay laa , but not that confident to get high marks. Today is saturday and im so bored at home. Lil'sister singing "this is me" beside me & its annoying yknow! & I taught it will be not bored after psle but now i realised its like i have nothing to do at home.. today just came back from madrasah then i got exam. Finish exam i go back home. I really have nothing to write here cause like its so oke let me put it in words ` i have nothing to do so i have nothing to write .. understand? Nvm , school's starting this wednesday. yeaaa , can't wait ! Jalan raya about 6 plus . Went to alot of nenek and datuk houses uh . That's all , then i like soo miss my nenek bosuuh so much ; past away already but still i'l remember her as she always tease me with cry bby :D Okeye , continue-ing what happened today .. erm, then like come back , i edit 6B1 BLOG ; something weird happen - cannot see the post /? i can yknow but others cannot ; i got magic power you all must know oke . Then called josica to talk about it while using com then khairy like crazy knew i was talking on the phone so i invited him to the conv but its not him who joined , its kenneth ! i like , like real laa woi ! Then josica like say , ` really .. then i was like ` oh , crazy sia . *sings? Then papa like tease me ` Bby , boy eh ? then i scream ` NOOOO ! But actually by that time that(i'm not sure la the boys) hung up ready lore :D hehe . Then papa say go to sleep then i jawap goodnight, then tell josica got to go . Then hugs & kisses to all except my maid then go to sleep :] zzzzz*

2days after-Monday(8.30pm)
Kenneth told is wasn't him who called , it was khairy. I really am blank ; It's either Kenneth or Khairy lied but i believe Kenneth so , khairy .. you lied . Damn you ok !

LOVEs ,
cariena.